Monday, June 30, 2008
Embrace your like:
ON days like this I do not feel afraid of death, or pain. I don't know if it's the tiredness, ... but today, as I (...) there's a feeling inside me like the potential nuclear fission of every atom in my body: a chain reaction of energy that could take me to the limits of everything. As I (...), I almost desire some kind of violence: to live, to die, just for the experience of it. I'm so hyped up suddenly that I want to fuck the world, or be fucked by it. Yes, I want to be penetrated by the shrapnel of a million explosions. I want to see my own blood. I want to die with everyone: the ultimate bonding experience; the flash at the end of the world. Me becoming you; you becoming we; we becoming forever. A collapsing wave of violence. On days like this I think about being cursed and all I can think is now, now, now.
posted by fuzzkill 11:44 am
posted by fuzzkill 11:44 am
