f.e.a.r.e.r:
I forgot to mentioned I got this surge of high running through my
veins just sitting on that couch yesterday.. but all
these gold metals is starting to make me insecure..
inadequate even.. and I've had one too many minors telling that already.. but they're missing the point.. I know what I've done and I'm not here to prove anything.. I hope you choose your moves wisely.. I'm not thinking in the most rational way these days.. I'll pin point any excuse I can dig up.. I really don't want to.. but I'll take all the wrong reasons so that the right ones won't inevitably.. well.. you know..