Saturday, October 21, 2006
not a rabbit hole, just a hole:
I want to think that I'm back home but I honestly don't feel it.. I know I was away for a mere 18 days.. it's silly.. I know.. but everything just feels odd.. I'm trying to remember familiar faces.. familiar smells and tastes but it's all just different.. I would like to believe that this is home but I feel more and more like a stranger.. I'm hoping for a lighter day and it gets a little bit darker each day.. and every piece of the past that comes to me, I only realize that it is only a fragment of a moment that I can no longer feel..
I do however truthfully like to say that I'm good.. I know that this would be like any other condition I would have had during any time that I am away.. it's just an overstatement of my feelings which are currently unbalanced as a whole.. and consequently it all comes down to the longing of that comfort.. this, I will have to wait patiently.. and this will complete the chapter I am presently stuck in..
posted by spes 1:55 am
I do however truthfully like to say that I'm good.. I know that this would be like any other condition I would have had during any time that I am away.. it's just an overstatement of my feelings which are currently unbalanced as a whole.. and consequently it all comes down to the longing of that comfort.. this, I will have to wait patiently.. and this will complete the chapter I am presently stuck in..
posted by spes 1:55 am
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