bully: it ain't about balls.. there's only so much internal cuts you can inflict on yourself.. so no, dear lezzy.. I'm no commitment phobe.. sure, I'll admit that maybe just maybe I'll never grow up.. I'll always have my issues.. fuck, point me to anyone who doesn't.. it only means some things are more meaningful than others..

I really need to get out of this phaze of my life.. everything is just too too predictable.. everything is coming in too too easy.. I'm numb and I'm scared I just might self-sabotage myself..

oh.. and it's good to see you have some emotion going on in there.. but it should have came before.. not after.. cause I might have just given up..
posted by spes 9:16 pm