happy thoughts:

I miss you so much boy
will we be coming on again
don't ever loose your ropes
this man is hanging by the ends
I owe you so much time
yes you might say it isn't like that at all
but now it's coming back to you
these open moments that I blew

rocket brothers crack and burst
if they can't meet upon the verge
of breaking into separate parts
that was not written in our cards
now you got someone to protect
someone you cannot reject

I miss you so much boy
but I was buried in the mines
I found it hard to stop
you found me very hard to find
but now that you've made way
I'd better tie together these ropes again
and throw the times right back to you
and all the chances that I blew

rocket brothers crack and burst
if they can't meet upon the verge
of breaking into separate parts
it was not written in our cards
those rocket brothers on the verge
we should be careful 'cause it could burst
and we're not lonely anymore
lonely as we were before
and now there is someone to protect
someone you cannot reject
something I will not neglect, no

kashmir - rocket brothers

posted by spes 2:19 am  0 comments

  given up:
posted by spes 2:26 am  0 comments

  bully: it ain't about balls.. there's only so much internal cuts you can inflict on yourself.. so no, dear lezzy.. I'm no commitment phobe.. sure, I'll admit that maybe just maybe I'll never grow up.. I'll always have my issues.. fuck, point me to anyone who doesn't.. it only means some things are more meaningful than others..

I really need to get out of this phaze of my life.. everything is just too too predictable.. everything is coming in too too easy.. I'm numb and I'm scared I just might self-sabotage myself..

oh.. and it's good to see you have some emotion going on in there.. but it should have came before.. not after.. cause I might have just given up..
posted by spes 9:16 pm  0 comments

  gods: I can honestly say that if I died, I will have died happy.. oh and ignore the photograph of those people.. this was the best video I found on youtube.. :p
posted by spes 1:18 am  1 comments

  singapura st: it's an alternate world here.. it feels like everything's the same but different.. like I slept and woke up 3 decades later.. trying to adjust to the new world.. they're banning cigarettes in public areas.. even open air areas.. and charging 23 bucks per pack.. how fucked up is that?! but it's apparently safe to walk the streets no matter how doudgy it looks.. I guess it has its ups and downs.. it's been a sweaty night.. guys and drags galore.. I need to get my new havaianas.. and I miss my boi..
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