Wednesday, June 28, 2006
It's never gonna be
Normal, you and me
What you're signing on for
Is a storm at sea
So if you think you're tough
Give me all your love
And I'll give you every little piece of me
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
We will never be a nuclear family
But a rainbow will begin at our feet
And if you take my hand
Beware that this boat can
Run aground making the ocean floor weep
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
(x6)
Take a chance on me, yeah
You're my remedy, yeah
You may fall indeed, yeah
You'll find peace with me, yeah
zero7 - the pageant of the bizarre
posted by spes 2:39 am
Normal, you and me
What you're signing on for
Is a storm at sea
So if you think you're tough
Give me all your love
And I'll give you every little piece of me
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
We will never be a nuclear family
But a rainbow will begin at our feet
And if you take my hand
Beware that this boat can
Run aground making the ocean floor weep
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
Catch a falling star you'll go far
In the pageant of the bizarre
And tonight I give you my heart
(x6)
Take a chance on me, yeah
You're my remedy, yeah
You may fall indeed, yeah
You'll find peace with me, yeah
zero7 - the pageant of the bizarre
posted by spes 2:39 am
Saturday, June 24, 2006
i know it'll rain on my wedding:
I'm waiting for the sun to show up.. so I can rejuvenate myself in chlorine.. I'm waiting for the right sing to buzz.. so I can enjoy coldplay a little bit better.. I'm waiting for my big break.. and I missing it flash before my eyes.. I'm waiting to fill my void.. and it's getting clogged up with noise.. I understood the requirements and I've done what's necessary.. I've hid the dirty laundry for a while.. and I gave out the green light.. flares and fireworks galore! and I wonder why is it everyday for every minute of every hour why.. why I feel weaker and everything gets darker every time I think why.. why does my skin feel colder and my lips more numb for every thought I ask myself why.. why do I feel pulled deeper and grinded on to the ground and it gets warm.. and I got sick.. and I lay there still in a big empty hall.. listening to songs I couldn't sing to.. waiting..
so I get it.. there's only so much I can do.. it's a lie I'm not gonna live for.. I've gone thru this one too many times.. give me the right music and the right intoxication and it'll pass.. it'll pass like all things do.. and I don't want to be mean.. so I'll continue to do what I do.. I just have to be a bigger boy about it.. grow a little harder.. build walls a little bit taller.. there's bigger things in the world.. fuck the sun.. I'm goin' swimming..
posted by spes 1:11 pm 0 comments
so I get it.. there's only so much I can do.. it's a lie I'm not gonna live for.. I've gone thru this one too many times.. give me the right music and the right intoxication and it'll pass.. it'll pass like all things do.. and I don't want to be mean.. so I'll continue to do what I do.. I just have to be a bigger boy about it.. grow a little harder.. build walls a little bit taller.. there's bigger things in the world.. fuck the sun.. I'm goin' swimming..
posted by spes 1:11 pm 0 comments
Friday, June 23, 2006
I would like to think our paths are straight
Disconnected from choices we make
That there is no reason why it can't be like you said
One day it's gonna happen
I dont know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet
I would like someone to make a map
Mark my home and draw some lines that match
All of the reasons why
It can be like you said
One day It's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept of your feet
I dont know when
I dont know why
I dont know when
I dont know why
One day It's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept of your feet
But all that I know is it's gonna happen
I dont know when
I'll be on your street
But I know it's gonna happen
Your gonna be swept of your feet
Athlere - Street Map
posted by spes 12:10 pm
Disconnected from choices we make
That there is no reason why it can't be like you said
One day it's gonna happen
I dont know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet
I would like someone to make a map
Mark my home and draw some lines that match
All of the reasons why
It can be like you said
One day It's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept of your feet
I dont know when
I dont know why
I dont know when
I dont know why
One day It's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept of your feet
But all that I know is it's gonna happen
I dont know when
I'll be on your street
But I know it's gonna happen
Your gonna be swept of your feet
Athlere - Street Map
posted by spes 12:10 pm
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Friday, June 16, 2006
my star:
still falling.. I wanna complain but it's a crime.. breathless and on again.. I guess other people has it worse.. inside today.. my heart burns.. beside me today.. that's what I'm trying to avoid entirely.. a round broken in two.. I'm torn between what I want.. 'til your eyes shed into dust.. and what I need.. like two strangers turning into dust.. it's a winding road.. 'til my hand shook the way of fear.. I wish I had the strength.. I could possibly be fading.. I wish I could stop caring.. or have something more to gain.. I need that comfort.. but I could feel myself growing colder.. I need that distraction.. I could feel myself under your fate.. possibly, unexpectedly.. under your fate.. hopefully not, but undoubtedly.. It was you.. the lines on your skin.. breathless and tall.. I could never forget.. I could feel my eyes turning into dust.. I wish I was numb.. like two strangers turning into dust.. but it'll pass.. turning into dust.. like most things do..
posted by spes 2:37 am 2 comments
posted by spes 2:37 am 2 comments
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
comfort:
I'm sleeping in the hall tonight cause I miss sleeping with my computer right next to me.. probably the closest thing I have with me right now.. sad case.. but only something charlie and I would understand..
posted by spes 3:38 am 0 comments
posted by spes 3:38 am 0 comments
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Monday, June 05, 2006
greek tragedy:
I miss being excited.. I blame it on disappointment..
posted by spes 2:50 am 0 comments
I miss being excited.. I blame it on disappointment..
posted by spes 2:50 am 0 comments
