press crtl-alt-del to self void: this obsession with control is gonna grind me to the ground.. I come home hoping things are different.. I like the walls orange, and my feet out when it's warm.. I like the water running, and my ears beating.. and the discomfort is driving me insane.. I hate routine cause now I have to adapt.. but I think about it every night.. and everyday I wake up feeling a little bit empty.. cause every time I remind myself, it's never in my hands.. so I put up my walls and nailed my door tight.. I sit on my stool, cause I know it's safe.. and I know the only thing I could possibly lose, sir, is myself..
posted by spes 5:18 am