what is that suppose to mean: taking the leap of faith.. or more like finding that ledge.. it's like hanging yourself with a lemon in your mouth.. a quick fix in mid-air before it breaks on the floor.. so I'm like fuck it.. let's fly in the air blind-folded.. and hopefully land on sheeps.. or fuzzy peaches.. but there's no beginner's luck here.. especially when it's your 3rd or 4th times at it.. black jack's only fun with pennies.. and it sucks trying to make your own luck.. stress.. stress.. so I barked.. you pushed me two feet away and pull me a feet back.. and I'm falling attached.. and this goes for both the past and possible future..

I need to step back.. and quit smoking while I'm at it..
posted by spes 3:35 am