i_am_spes_+_mira_+_fuzzy_+

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

waiting:

my neck sores too much.. from thinking too much.. so i try not to.. and it sores ever more.. too tensed.. everything seems to be too solid these days.. I've been on and off lately.. thinking of things that's going on around me.. and of things to come.. all the what ifs and buts can really drive you away sometimes.. and you tend to feel like you can't stay nor leave and left with no where to go.. even when you see it.. from afar.. everything is slowly decaying.. everything is falling apart.. and you're just standing.. nither here nor there.. but just standing.. unmovtivated to move.. passionless.. unresponsive.. just standing.. honestly I really didn't know what's bothering me when I started writing this like an hour ago.. but I know now.. and as usual I'll swallow it.. and hopefully after this shit-fucking-fitrti is over.. I'm gonna go looking for myself some street spanking
magic..

posted by spes 2:38 pm

Comments:

come let's find the magic again, babe. i'm tired of all the planning. let's just run. who cares if we're the only ones dancing..

-bubu

# posted by Anonymous : 4:16 am