that's stoopid: it's my last day of work and I'm fairly excited.. excited to see what's coming up next.. not so much about running away from the usual routine.. I guess there are some good things and some bad things.. at times I would feel as if I have my entire life totally under control.. and sometimes I feel so entirely lost.. and once in a while I feel it both at the same time but I wouldn't know what to believe in..

There are some things I'd die to keep but some things just has to go.. if anything else, I've learned a lot.. more about myself.. more about how the world works.. I've met a lot of interesting people.. nice people.. lame people.. bitchy people.. people you make small talk to because they're there.. people who smile just because they do.. people who are just plain naive it's fucking hilarious.. people on the same eye level.. it's all experience really.. that's all it really is..
posted by spes 11:46 am