Trying hard to speak
And fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
So part of the plan

When something is broken
And you try to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way you can

I dive in at the deep end
You become my best friend
I wanna love you but I don't know if I can

I know something is broken
and I'm trying to fix it
Trying to repair it anyway I can

Oooohh, oooohh
Oooohh, oooohh

You and me are floating on a tidal wave
together
You and me are drifting into outer space
and singing

Oooohh, oooohh

You and me are floating on a tidal wave
together
You and me are drifting into outer space

You and me are floating on a tidal wave
together
You and me are drifting into outer space
and singing

Oooohh, oooohh
Oooohh, oooohh

Coldplay - X&Y
posted by spes 2:15 pm  0 comments

  you idiot: I believe the word is "distraction".. the stars aren’t aligned as I hope it would be.. well actually they are but not in the way to my advantage.. it's there but I can't see it.. can't touch it.. it's season 2 of the OC all over again.. it's just in my head.. let's stay away from alcohol this time shall we?

at times I wish I could freak out but it would just come back and bite me in the ass.. I don't have enough evidence.. not enough things to say and at the end it just blows up everywhere in my head.. so I keep silent.. and I lose.. I think it's a capricorn thing.. not wanting to lose.. my subconscious says so, so it's gotta be true.. ever since class started I only slept on campus once.. I'm all over the place.. that's another capricorn thing.. routine.. I need it.. but nothing in my life is at the moment.. and I think I'm losing it.. see where this is going? the stars are fucked up.. and I'm falling..
posted by spes 2:06 am  0 comments

  that's stoopid: it's my last day of work and I'm fairly excited.. excited to see what's coming up next.. not so much about running away from the usual routine.. I guess there are some good things and some bad things.. at times I would feel as if I have my entire life totally under control.. and sometimes I feel so entirely lost.. and once in a while I feel it both at the same time but I wouldn't know what to believe in..

There are some things I'd die to keep but some things just has to go.. if anything else, I've learned a lot.. more about myself.. more about how the world works.. I've met a lot of interesting people.. nice people.. lame people.. bitchy people.. people you make small talk to because they're there.. people who smile just because they do.. people who are just plain naive it's fucking hilarious.. people on the same eye level.. it's all experience really.. that's all it really is..
posted by spes 11:46 am  2 comments