once again: I think I'm a very jealous person.. altho I keep it all in.. I see things people do, people have, people get and I always put it aside.. I say it's not my turn.. I'm not ready for it.. the universe isn't ready for me just yet.. but soon.. just gotta be patient.. I think that's my greatest virtue.. patience.. it would have killed me otherwise.. just gotta wait for it.. one day you'll see.. or maybe if I wait long enough, one day I'll just forget about it.. some things people should say to me cause I really don't care.. some things people shouldn't promise me, or even mention it cause I could have been waiting forever.. am just hopeful I guess.. only thing that keeps me going..

posted by spes 12:43 pm