the bus ride: listening to this song over and over makes me want to drop down and cry.. just one of those days.. it's giving me the wrong message.. things I shouldn't think about.. just one of those days where I want to be sad.. I want to be hurt.. to prove that I was right and the world was wrong all along.. but is that worth it? some things I should learn to accept.. that I should be wrong about.. and that's a good thing.. cause it's all about trust.. something that is hard for me to grasp.. there's is no end product that tells me, 'yes.. you have that.. good..' I just have to live with it blindly.. just like faith.. and hope that this world isn't so cruel..
posted by spes 2:03 pm