slang: I should be working on my 4 page essay but I'm not.. but lookie this!

The Infinite Teen Slang Dictionary

spes
v. to check out things, with no purpose or reason.
"We should spes, dude."

mira
adv. used in conjunction with another word as an intensifier.
"That woman is mira-happy, bud."

fuzzy
n. a particularly bad piercing.
"That's the most bad fuzzy I've ever seen!"

joop
v. to slap one's video.
"Reggie, I really need to joop."

charin
n. a person without a video.
"Dad, you're getting a charin!"

nisha
n. sex belonging to a friend.
"Jackie, check out the nisha!"

shan
interj. expression of disbelief.
"Dawg, I just saw Sabrina and Jose, going to shoot a burger!" "Shan!"
posted by spes 10:47 pm  0 comments

  sweats: had trouble sleeping for 2 days in a row now.. it's just too fucking hot.. showered at 8 in the morning and continued sleeping with whatever coolness I have left in my body.. maybe I'm just paranoid about the whole sun radiation thing.. or maybe cause I'm so used to sleeping in a more big and comfortable bed.. my classes are scattered everywhere, I don't know why I'm still here.. I'm hungry.. I think I'm gonna grab lunch..


posted by spes 1:02 pm  0 comments

  Baby, I can't figure it out
Your kisses taste like honey
Sweet lies don't gimme no rise
Oh, what you're trying to do

Livin' on your cheatin'
and the pain grows inside me
It's enough to leave me crying in the rain
Love you forever but you're driving me insane
And I'm hanging on
Oh, oh, oh, oh

I'll win, I'll never give in
Our love has got the power
Too many lovers in one lifetime
Ain't good for you
You treat me like a vision in the night
Someone there to stand behind you
When your world ain't working right
I ain't no vision, I am the girl
who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire

Wrap myself up and take me home again
Too many heartaches in my lifetime ain't good for me
I figure it's the love that keeps you warm
Let this moment be forever
We won't ever feel the storm
I ain't no vision, I am the girl
Who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire

Don't try to tell me that it's over
I can't hear a word I can't hear a line
No girl could love you more
And that's what I'm cryin' for
You can't change the way I feel inside

You're the reason for my laughter and my sorrow
Blow out the candle I will burn again tomorrow
No man on earth can stand between my love and I
And no matter how you hurt me, I will love you till I die

I ain't no vision, I am the girl
Who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire

Loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire

Inside and out
Inside and out
Inside and out
Inside and out

Inside and out
Inside and out

feist - inside and out
posted by spes 1:08 am

  montage: OOo.. they manage to put up me montage.. go have a look.. http://cmclub.mmu.edu.my/
posted by spes 11:10 pm  0 comments

  pretty in pink, prodigious in purple: the night was spectacular.. for once it didn't take place anywhere near cyberjaya or having people to perform under an escalator.. it was a success and all of the committee’s hard work for the past month really paid off.. we all shined that night..


it was nerve wrecking even though it wasn't required that I had to go on stage or anything.. the opening montage was worth the time and effort.. all those other times I didn't make it.. this however was under my control.. achievement, you can say that.. expectation, absolutely nothing.. satisfaction, good enough for now.. improvement, always room for more..


it was one in a million.. how golden could I have been to have found such a shtiker.. by far the best accessory I've brought with me.. it's magic.. and you know it.. *wink wink*
posted by spes 2:38 pm  1 comments

  the L-word: "the wonderful thing about falling in love.. is that you learn everything about that person.. and so quickly.. and if it's true love, then you start to see yourself through their eyes, and it brings out the best if you.. it's almost as if you're falling in love with yourself.."

I see the way you see me.. and you make me feel like a fucking terrific fell'a.. :)
posted by spes 10:41 am  0 comments

  preeettee peeeeenk-taaaii: all things unfinished pushed aside, it's settled.. I have unrinated and defecated.. in another words, I'm finally relieved.. as of this moment, the top three things I want: to smile.. to get it done on my own.. to pick my nose with no nails.. the top three things I need: I have..
posted by spes 2:22 am  0 comments

  what's it worth: what's in the past are all in the past and should be kept where it is.. whatever happened then happened because it wouldn't have happened any other way.. call it fate if you will.. there are billions of thing we'd want to change but we're only left with things to learn from and in hope will not repeat our mistakes..

now let's get more specific.. it's hard.. I know it is.. I can't even imagine what you're going through and it isn't my place to tell you how you should act or feel.. I honestly just do not know know to act around you.. I try to be normal but the bitterness at the back my head just get heated up at times and I do not know how to react..


honestly I don't think I can ever be 100% normal with you.. cause the truth is, after all that we've been through, I will never totally get over you.. all those thing I said, it was out of sheer bitterness and I'm sorry.. I never meant to blame you for anything.. as the ol'saying goes : it takes two to tango.. so what ever went wrong it was you and me both..

in any case it's all in the past.. so where do we go from here? I just hope that you will not put a grudge on me like you said.. I hope that in time you can forgive me.. cause (apart from others) you're one of my bestest friends.. and I wouldn't dream otherwise..
posted by spes 12:17 pm  0 comments

  my lil'bubble: silence has spread within this domain.. fuzzy is practically non-existance.. mira is left stranded in the real world and I'm sorta busy with another blog.. but let's keep that hush hush.. eh eh.. but for the most part, weekends are magic.. full of david grey and pisang goreng.. and when I say pisang goreng, I do mean it literally.. apart from that, work has become extreamely hectic.. friends has become overly emotional.. and my printer died.. *sigh* the only thing keeping me sane are my bestfriend and my boyfriend.. god bless..
posted by spes 10:39 am  1 comments