director's cut: there are some things I can no longer hold on to.. there are some things I'd rather not reply on anymore.. I've given up on what I was born with.. I've given up on certain things that came inbetween my path.. there's only me and as it should be, and any mistakes I've made I will only blame on myself.. cause it's easier to forgive and forget when I am all I've got.. it's assuring to know that I've done this once and therefore I will try not to do it again.. I'm weak I know.. and I hate it.. a thousand cars has passed this house.. what's done is done.. let's move on shall we.. as always, I miss being exceited.. I blame it on disappointment.. but once in a while I'll risk it.. cause you only live once.. cause at times, it's worth it.. je pense à toi.. tu jours..

posted by spes 9:03 pm