Monday, January 31, 2005
rhamoo:
it was the first time I came.. first time my head was shaved.. first malibu coke I had in a long time.. first time I heard that pretty song.. first time I stepped into a mall.. first time I was in broad daylight.. first denim I wore.. first shirt given to me.. first dinner I had with the folks.. first movie I didn't finish watching.. it was the first time I slept.. first time I napped.. first time I felt comfortable in a long time..
posted by spes 1:59 pm 1 comments
posted by spes 1:59 pm 1 comments
The glove compartment is inaccurately named,
And everybody knows it.
So I'm proposing a swift orderly change.
Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm,
And all I find are souvenirs from better times.
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east,
To find yourself a better life.
I was searching for some legal document,
As the rain beat down on the hood.
When I stumbled upon pictures I tried to forget,
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head.
Cause it's too important,
To stay the way it's been.
There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade,
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all.
And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide,
Lying awake at night.
There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade,
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all.
And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide,
Lying awake at night (up all night),
When I'm lying awake at night.
Death Cab For Cutie - Title And Registration
posted by spes 2:26 am
And everybody knows it.
So I'm proposing a swift orderly change.
Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm,
And all I find are souvenirs from better times.
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east,
To find yourself a better life.
I was searching for some legal document,
As the rain beat down on the hood.
When I stumbled upon pictures I tried to forget,
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head.
Cause it's too important,
To stay the way it's been.
There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade,
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all.
And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide,
Lying awake at night.
There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade,
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all.
And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide,
Lying awake at night (up all night),
When I'm lying awake at night.
Death Cab For Cutie - Title And Registration
posted by spes 2:26 am
Saturday, January 29, 2005
director's cut:
there are some things I can no longer hold on to.. there are some things I'd rather not reply on anymore.. I've given up on what I was born with.. I've given up on certain things that came inbetween my path.. there's only me and as it should be, and any mistakes I've made I will only blame on myself.. cause it's easier to forgive and forget when I am all I've got.. it's assuring to know that I've done this once and therefore I will try not to do it again.. I'm weak I know.. and I hate it.. a thousand cars has passed this house.. what's done is done.. let's move on shall we.. as always, I miss being exceited.. I blame it on disappointment.. but once in a while I'll risk it.. cause you only live once.. cause at times, it's worth it.. je pense à toi.. tu jours..
posted by spes 9:03 pm 1 comments
posted by spes 9:03 pm 1 comments
Monday, January 24, 2005
Thousands of hairs
Two eyes only
Its you
Some skin
Billions of genes
Again its you
XX XY
That's why it's you and me
Your blood is red
It's beautiful genetic love
Biological
I don't know why I feel that way with you
Biological
I need your DNA
Your fingerprints
The flesh, her arm, your bones
I'd like to know
Why all these things move me
Let's use ourselves to be as one tonight
Apart of me would like to travel in your veins
Biological
I don't know why I feel that way with you
Biological
I need your DNA
Air - Biological
posted by spes 6:20 pm
cam whore:
it took me thirteen years to figure out what's wrong with me and another seven years to figure out how to fix it.. and he did it in less than 10 minutes.. fucking magic!
posted by spes 4:44 am 2 comments
posted by spes 4:44 am 2 comments
Friday, January 21, 2005
heal these broken wings:
I will refrain myself for now from saying things I might regret later.. I have listened to my head and soon my heart and gut will follow.. forgive me.. I have truely lost a bestfriend..
posted by spes 2:11 pm 0 comments
posted by spes 2:11 pm 0 comments
choose to:
my friend said it all started since last week.. the planets alignments caused such chaos which influences the way we think, act and do in our lives.. since then, people have gone through some really tough time and apparently it's on going till early march.. I however don't believe her one bit but in a way I do.. I've always believed things are the way they are because they wouldn't have been any different, any other way.. and you sorta just have to accept the world as it is and just say, hey.. it's okay.. as bad and ugly things may get, you just gotta remember that there's only so much the world can shit on you before thing will be better again.. snap your fingers and wave your 3D-loser signs at souk while you're at it.. smile.. just because..
posted by spes 4:15 am 0 comments
posted by spes 4:15 am 0 comments
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up now
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
and deep as the sea
but right now everything you want is wrong
and right now all your dreams are waking up
and right now I wish I could follow you
to the shores of freedom
where no one lives
remember when we first met
and everything was still a bet in love's game
you would call; I'd call you back
and then I'd leave a message on your answering machine
but right now everything is turning blue
and right now the sun is trying to kill the moon
and right now I wish I could follow you
to the shores of freedom
where no one lives
freedom run away tonight
freedom, freedom
run away run away tonight
We're made out of blood and rust
looking for someone to trust without a fight
I think that you came too soon
you're the honey and the moon
that lights up my night
But right now everything you want is wrong
and right now all your dreams are waking up
and right now I wish that I could follow you
to the shores of freedom
where no one lives
freedom run away tonight
freedom freedom
run away run away tonight
we got too much time to kill
like pigeons on my windowsill
we hang around
ever since I've been with you
you hold me up
all the time I'm falling down
but right now everything is turning blue,
and right now the sun is trying to kill the moon,
and right now i wish i could follow you
to the shores of freedom
where no one lives
freedom run away tonight
freedom freedom
run away run away tonight
joseph arthur - honey and the moon
posted by spes 1:37 pm
Friday, January 07, 2005
in a nutshell 2:
I'm a year older but I've grown a decade.. I'm fucking legal.. ● someone spiked my drink and that's okay.. ● I don't understand why we don't get hot showers here on campus ● as a final sin for 2004, I stole! ● my pick up line is cheesy.. but most effective.. ● zero7 saved my life ● I was complimented for my moves even tho I haven't the slightest idea what the fuck I was doing.. ● giving away beer makes people happy.. ● I need a fucking haircut! ● four (unqualified) puffs and I don't see what the big deal is all about? ● this year is gonna be filled with bad karma.. I say bring it on.. ● this year was by far the best new years and birthday.. ● I'm still waiting for my hay and seed.. ● some things in the world can be the best things in the world if you want it to be.. ● I can make cheesy pasta with olive oil and herbs and shit.. ● mr.canadian guy.. it's the dorkiness I tell ya.. ● I've passed stage two, but I'll wait for you.. ● and someone please tell me what's up on the 9th??
posted by spes 2:11 am 3 comments
posted by spes 2:11 am 3 comments
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
"I will walk a mile to see you, if you want me to..
I will walk a mile away, if it makes your happier.."
posted by spes 4:13 pm
