it's all small stuff: today I saw the most inspirational thing in the world.. with my own eyes.. and it was by chance.. like a sign.. I could have missed it in a split second but I didn't.. I saw it.. As my dad was driving on the road, a dog ran by.. really quickly.. but wasn't quick enough.. the poor dog was immediately ran over by the car in front of me.. I could see the dog.. under the wheels on that car.. the front followed by the back.. and it was very horrific.. I could honestly say I almost cried.. I've never been so shocked in my life.. or at least in the past few days.. you can even see as the boot of the car bouncing up and down as it runs over the poor poor dog.. it wasn't at all a pretty sight.. but to my amazement.. after both wheels have passed.. the dog miraculously got up and ran off to the side of the road and into the bush.. for the first time in a very long time.. I felt an ease in my mind.. I know it's a cruel thing that the dog got ran over.. but it lived.. it ran.. and I believe it's still alive and breathing well right now.. and it inspired me to get out of this hole.. and live my life again.. cause if that car can't stop that dog from ruining its day.. I don't see why I should dwell on such sorrow.. In fact I'm learning to take things more positively now.. I'm even reading this book: "Don't sweat the small stuff.. and it's all small stuff.." by Richard Carlson.. yeah it sounds lame but I can't think of a better time in my life to have found this book.. and it's helping me out a lot.. I just wanna say thank you very very much to those that have made this tremendously easy for me.. you know who you are.. *muaxxx*

posted by spes 3:53 am