i_am_spes_+_mira_+_fuzzy_+_lili

no. not today:

2012-02-12T21:19:00.003+08:00

"You're on Earth. There's no cure for that."~ Samuel Beckett

He's a unicorn. Obviously:

2012-01-16T20:13:00.003+08:00

self-congratulatory nonsense as the famous gather to applaud their seeming greatness you wonder where the real ones are what giant cave hides them as the deathly talentless bow to accolades as the fools are fooled again you wonder where the real ones are if there are real ones. this self-congratulatory nonsense has lasted

inner state:

2012-01-08T21:52:00.002+08:00

i love google:

2012-01-05T03:10:00.001+08:00

tonight, I got stoned and decided to google the title of this post and I came to an interesting link: >>> so I read through some of the post and found them hilarious, and I decided to post one myself.. lawls.. bali, bes!

I say you the bestest

2011-12-21T22:20:00.001+08:00

parallel circuit:

2011-12-19T19:43:00.001+08:00

"You tranfix me quite" (or, a current obssession):

2011-12-13T23:18:00.003+08:00

I mean the book, of course. Although it doesn't hurt to picture these two in my head.<3

omg, excitings:

2011-12-12T11:57:00.000+08:00

First forgive the silence:

2011-12-04T21:25:00.002+08:00

It might be true that there are six billion people in the world and counting. Nevertheless, what you do makes a difference. It makes a difference, first of all, in material terms. Makes a difference to other people and it sets an example. In short, I think the message here is that we should never simply write ourselves off and see ourselves as the victim of various forces.It is always our

gravity:

2011-11-27T22:21:00.005+08:00

and this must be true, this married kinda thing. like learning to be nocturnal again, in a sea of outward people and quiet cups you'd like to break just to see if they could fly. my toes are pink because i will them to be, and i take all the red tape lying down with a too-obvious blue scarf that doesn't quite cover my oh-so-seductive collarbone. i'll forever associate her with random questions

Bye bye to the too-good-to-be-true kind of love

2011-11-09T23:40:00.010+08:00

cat city nightmare:

2011-11-07T14:32:00.002+08:00

i'm always with:

2011-10-28T17:21:00.000+08:00

Dear Jesus, do something:

2011-10-14T02:02:00.002+08:00

"I've never forgotten him. Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart. I still cannot understand how he could abandon me so unceremoniously, without any sort of goodbye, without looking back even once. The pain is like an axe that chops my heart." ~ Yann Martel, Life

kitteh:

2011-10-12T10:52:00.001+08:00

If you’re a part of my family, I will love you violently:

2011-10-10T02:11:00.009+08:00

Current "Likes": Breaking Bad bromance; Flo; Lincoln Lee + Olivia Dunham shipping; Biophilia and Adam Levine (sorry yo)

omg! i want one!!:

2011-09-30T17:51:00.000+08:00

If you look at the horizon there is always something ducking out of sight:

2011-09-19T07:43:00.004+08:00

"Awwwwww.." goes my <3

take my hand:

2011-09-09T13:25:00.002+08:00

cleanse the left side:

2011-08-25T05:44:00.000+08:00

Whatever the fuck it takes!:

2011-08-24T04:17:00.016+08:00

I simply cannot stop watching this movie. It makes my soft pussy heart smile.

Open your eyes:

2011-08-12T02:06:00.003+08:00

http://damianmulinix.blogspot.com/ "This is my heart. You are touching it with your left hand. You are touching it with your left hand, not because you are left-handed, although you might be, but because I am holding it against my heart. What you are feeling is the beating of my heart. It is what keeps me alive." ~ Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything is Illuminated

you smell like the plague:

2011-08-09T02:56:00.002+08:00

I remember when i was a girl our house caught on fire and i’ll never forget the look on my father’s face as he gathered me in his arms and raced to the burning building out on the pavement and i stood there shivering and watched the whole world go up in flames and when it was all over I said to myself — is that all there is to a fire? Is that all there is? Is that all there is? If that’s all

he looks like this:

2011-08-09T02:50:00.005+08:00

"When I am lonely for boys it's their bodies I miss. I study their hands lifting the cigarettes . . . the slope of a shoulder, the angle of a hip. Looking at them sideways, I examine them in different lights. My love for them is visual; that is the part of them I would like to possess. Don't move, I think. Stay like that. Let me have that. What power they have over me is held through the eyes.

headphones, dark room, time dilated:

2011-08-07T01:33:00.001+08:00

g'nite beijing:

2011-08-01T04:26:00.001+08:00

SUPER-FROG SAVES TOKYO:

2011-07-28T07:00:00.004+08:00

"She was extending a hand that I didn't know how to take, so I broke its fingers with my silence, she said, "You don't want to talk to me, do you?" I took my daybook out of my knapsack and found the next blank page, the second to last. "I don't speak," I wrote. "I'm sorry." She looked at the piece of paper, then at me, then back at the piece of paper, she covered her eyes with her hands and cried

jing of shame:

2011-07-24T03:49:00.001+08:00

oh everybody plays the game..and if you don't you're called insane..

i miss this blog:

2011-07-22T03:45:00.001+08:00

anywhere but here (part deux):

2011-07-19T05:58:00.004+08:00

"What is essential, therefore, is not that you no longer believe, but that God continues to believe in you."~ Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Of Love and Other Demons

Ohhpp, it's fuck o'clock:

2011-06-30T02:23:00.005+08:00

"Wheels have been set in motion, and they have their own pace, to which we are...condemned. Each move is dictated by the previous one - that is the meaning of order. If we start being arbitrary it'll just be a shambles: at least, let us hope so. Because if we happened, just happened to discover, or even suspect,that our spontaneity was part of their order, we'd know that we were lost. A Chinaman

silly limerence = bad romance:

2011-06-08T15:01:00.002+08:00

I can't wait:

2011-06-07T03:49:00.000+08:00

*lelove

Be like water:

2011-05-24T07:00:00.002+08:00

ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE. ANYWHERE BUT HERE.

minecraft acid trip:

2011-05-23T14:24:00.001+08:00

i love you with such a reckless abandon it would be considered unlawful behind the wheel of a moving vehicle:

2011-05-05T02:10:00.003+08:00

Today, I told lili that it use to be finding the right person that was the hard part.Now, the hard parts come after.pic: weheartit

alignment:

2011-05-04T03:06:00.001+08:00

If you find yourself swimming with all the other fish, go the other way. They don’t know where they’re going either. -zenhabits

I might die, when I forget how to breathe

2011-04-25T18:14:00.008+08:00

never let it go:

2011-04-24T12:17:00.000+08:00

Since I'm the only one who'll be doing this now:

2011-04-22T08:36:00.002+08:00

To the one that holds her heart,This is going to sound so very cliche, but if you break her heart, I will run you over with my car. Now I’m pretty sure you have no idea who I am, but trust me I know all about you. You see, I have many friends, in many places. And I just wanted to make sure that the one who is dating the girl that I love with all my heart is in good hands. Since you have not

peasant sounds insulating:

2011-04-18T14:12:00.002+08:00

fuzzy, why do we posts stuff up and remove it almost immediately?

slowly we unfurl:

2011-04-15T02:56:00.002+08:00

see what i see:

2011-04-11T13:37:00.003+08:00

Angus & Julia Stone - Big Jet Plane music video from The Silentlights.Directed by Kiku Ohewww.thesilentlights.com

fanent le rose:

2011-04-11T09:51:00.001+08:00

*pics from the internets? :P

i ran out of words:

2011-04-06T02:32:00.002+08:00

..click here and and click on listen..

poo thong whore:

2011-04-03T03:19:00.003+08:00

i miss this the most..♥

exit please:

2011-03-31T15:23:00.004+08:00

Who Honors those we love for the very life we live? Who sends monsters to kill us and at the same time sings that we'll never die? Who teaches us what's real and how to laugh at lies? Who decides why we live and what we'll die to defend? Who chains us and who holds the key that can set us free? It's you. You have all the weapons you need. Now fight!

Her story is just beginning:

2011-03-29T09:26:00.006+08:00

You make my head feel like a busy, New York City street the second your name lights up on my cell phone.It doesn't happen often, and it hadn't happened for a year and a half until recently, but when it does i don't know how to feel.You were my first love, and first loves are hard to forget. I truly believe that the first person you fall in love with will always have a piece of your heart. It's

Beyond the awesomes:

2011-03-23T08:49:00.002+08:00

*married to the sea

till we reunite, atoms:

2011-03-19T00:14:00.005+08:00

random nature clips from BBC Planet Earth with music by cassius, i love you so for a really good friend's 23rd brithday/going away present..

What is your Batman name?:

2011-03-11T08:39:00.005+08:00

*Pics: imgur, married to the sea, some tattoo blog

PLURALISM is a bad word:

2011-03-07T10:59:00.001+08:00

SO begins the first in a series of congressional hearing on Islamic radicalisation in the United States this week. How's it going so far? As usual, not well. Read here.Whether justified or not, it seems Muslims and talking about Islam with those who are, for one, not Muslims, is always a contentious issue, regardless of the channel or context. There's just something about talking about it that

note:

2011-03-02T02:12:00.003+08:00

"dissatisfy the self" - luke

frightened (a.k.a. i emmm aii ess ess him):

2011-02-18T10:08:00.005+08:00

"Did I say that I need you?Oh, did I say that I want you?Oh, if I didn't I'm a fool you see,..No one knows this more than me."

so like, this year?:

2011-01-16T13:12:00.004+08:00

NYC - Mindrelic Timelapse from Mindrelic on Vimeo.A short collection of some of my favorite shots from New York City.

oh, apparently this pit does go lower:

2011-01-03T18:18:00.001+08:00

pedochaser is too dodgy:

2011-01-01T03:25:00.003+08:00

ma'supa hero..

Boy oh boy:

2010-12-27T09:47:00.000+08:00

Sudah ber-gotten the heebie-jeebies. Apa hell.

One man, one vote:

2010-12-16T10:32:00.004+08:00

I'm negotiating between borders, and it's not fighting, it's something else. It's not apathy, it's something else. More impassive than listless, a torpor, a languor. It's a geopolitics of my body as Continent: my Heart diplomatic, my Liver in ruins, my Bones hard-liners, my Fingers (*drumming!*), my Toes all a chorus of agreement. My Heart (*beating*) a council, where everything is argued and

i'm ceo, bitch:

2010-12-16T06:22:00.000+08:00

how do you wake someone up from inside a dream?:

2010-12-01T10:39:00.003+08:00

pic:weheartitIt's weird and I know nobody believes me, but these days, I am feeling Happy. Maybe it's something about turning 25. I hope this lasts. A very long time. Because, in spite of myself, I do hate fighting with The Boy.

supposedly:

2010-11-30T18:17:00.000+08:00

level up:

2010-11-29T12:56:00.001+08:00

Scott Pilgrim vs. The World - 'Black Sheep' Music Video from Louis S on Vimeo.

Meet is murder:

2010-11-26T07:05:00.004+08:00

Pics: Googlesearch, weheartit

my favorite super hero:

2010-11-19T19:49:00.002+08:00

"It’s a law of physics that elements want to unify. Single cells in a petri dish thrash around until they coalesce. And event in the universe that once seemed random are eventually revealed to have an underlying connectedness." -dexter morgan

no more space hamsters:

2010-11-10T21:43:00.004+08:00

coming soon (er or later?)..

doobie:

2010-11-01T01:40:00.002+08:00

"omg i'm totally in love with sean in the bic c.. i'd totally marry him and fuck him in a dumpster.. it's weird.. i know.. but i would.."

wide my fofo again:

2010-10-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

[my portfolio]

seks dan bandar 2010:

2010-10-10T01:43:00.000+08:00

See and download the full gallery on posterous Posted via email from seksdanbandar posterous

Dr Fan Gang is coming to town:

2010-09-22T10:16:00.000+08:00

tumblr

hey, ok, let's smoke in class:

2010-09-08T07:01:00.003+08:00

"Lolita is pornography, and we do not plan to review it." Frederic Babcock, editor of the Chicago Tribune Magazine of Books as quoted in "The Lolita Case" in TIME magazine (17 November 1958).

the fall

2010-09-07T03:26:00.001+08:00

"...Light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul..."

like an idea, like an atom bomb

2010-09-01T18:45:00.001+08:00

this is a game, called life:

2010-08-30T20:35:00.002+08:00

i have a monster tv:

2010-08-26T22:10:00.001+08:00

i have him on saved games:

2010-08-22T23:26:00.005+08:00

daddy.i.like.to.wish.i.was.a.woman.so.i.can.have.his.babies.with.a.german.shapurd.named.dayen-ja

the mind can't begin to comprehend the mind:

2010-08-15T16:09:00.002+08:00

Unitying:

2010-08-13T10:14:00.002+08:00

for europa:

2010-07-30T23:36:00.001+08:00

charlie:

2010-07-24T16:02:00.003+08:00

wild world:

2010-07-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

weekended:

2010-07-22T21:37:00.002+08:00

it chipped:

2010-07-20T02:41:00.007+08:00

"you know how subatomic particles don't obey physical laws.. they act according to chance, chaos, coincidence.. they run into eachother in the middle of the universe somewhere and BANG! energy.. we're the same as that.." -tony

Winner,winner, chicken dinner:

2010-07-05T09:13:00.001+08:00

scintilate, scintilate infantesimal astroids, how I ponder upon the measure of your existance:

2010-07-04T20:36:00.001+08:00

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JOMS:

2010-07-01T08:51:00.002+08:00

orgasm on the duke:

2010-06-29T11:43:00.001+08:00

Found Out by Caribou Download now or listen on posterous Caribou - Found Out.mp3 (3104 KB) Posted via email from iamspes's posterous

sweat pants are in:

2010-06-21T17:36:00.001+08:00

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when i grow up:

2010-06-18T01:27:00.001+08:00

Download now or listen on posterous Jay Brannon - Housewife.mp3 (2263 KB) Posted via email from iamspes's posterous

i see a pattern:

2010-06-17T02:19:00.001+08:00

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I looked in the dirt, and found wisdom is learnt:

2010-06-16T10:21:00.002+08:00

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gina, cause oprah ruined vajay-jay:

2010-06-11T01:06:00.001+08:00

"i wish it'd been us getting married today. I'd stand up in front of all these people and I'd say 'i love this woman!' Then I'd look in your eyes and I'd say, '..if you're tara, I'll be max. but if you're gimme, i'll be got'cha. and if you're buck, I'll be your bike. If you're alice, i'll be your astronaut. and I'd carry chicken to the car, even though i knew she was pretending to be asleep.'" -

shoes I am buying:

2010-06-03T08:03:00.002+08:00

Because life's too short for ugly shoes.

ScarJo pakai todong:

2010-05-28T08:46:00.001+08:00

gem ay-pun:

2010-05-27T23:04:00.007+08:00

Get it Heeeyar!

hopefully indie:

2010-05-23T18:19:00.002+08:00

For Amsta, always:

2010-05-21T08:54:00.001+08:00

You are my bestest friendffffound

let's tear the fucking house apart:

2010-05-20T20:44:00.001+08:00

Nymphets grow up too:

2010-05-20T13:36:00.006+08:00

my first:

2010-05-07T10:24:00.003+08:00

coming soon to a credit card statement of RM3.49, near you.. -_-