Thursday, March 27, 2008
  Deterministic Nazi-manner? (read: truncheons and bolt cutters):
"... lest we lose what we have, in the hope to gain what we cannot. " - Society observer (Letters to the Editor: March 27, The Malay Mail)

Pressing up against buttons that push and pull forwards, holy my moly, it's not even part and parcel of all the things I thought it could be, and then piles upon piles of piles and dang, it's _ _ _ _. I under-exaggerate, I'm over-the-hill, I haven't even reached the top and it's already ("waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!") better than melted cheese. Could it be poignant, could I take offence at the ready, fists flying, eyes wandering, could I make a stand, bend, just a little, hold a little tighter, run just a little bit faster? It had the taste of tongue, of jumping the gun, funny it had me swinging the sword ... perhaps I'm leaving skin behind, hoping mad, cashing in my clever cow. It's pigeon's and kittens, (kuching ate my mushroom swiss! lolololololol) and sweets and jellybeans. And above all it's toast. My all-time favorite breakfast food.

Cha-ching!: I swear, I heard mermaids singing.


Sunday, March 23, 2008
  internal external bullshit:
hope.jpg


  i'm optionless and turkey free and blind:
see! you can see me and ben and sondre lerche in the back!
this picture is not photoshoped.. tis real! HA!


Sunday, March 02, 2008
  a penis:
i'm never gonna be that person.. I'm don't speak tweleve languages.. I can't even spell properly.. but most of the time is cause i can't type as fast as I think.. i hate it when I judge unconsciously in my head.. but I keep it in my head and I know or I hope it's false.. I'm not gonna use big words cause I don't like making people feel incapable of asking me questions for a change.. I kill mosquitoes in defence.. i like how some people like my hair long and some people don't.. I don't wanna be categorized under any form of color or shapes or letters or numbers.. I want to be in a picture smiling next to you.. i don't want privileges.. I want opportunity.. I'm not gonna be that tall.. I can see perfectly at my level.. I like it how some people like my hair short.. and some people don't.. I can't draw for nuts and it's funny how people just assume I can.. I love love love TV shows cause the feelings lasts (sometimes) years as appose to just 190 minutes.. I'm not good with kids but I try.. or I try trying.. I can't figure you out by the music you listen to.. though I like to pretend I could.. I studder when I read out loud.. I think setting up principles for yourself is just another way to kick yourself in the ass.. I'm not gonna find homes for all the abandoned cats in town.. I'm not gonna be the one that saves the cheerleader.. I'm not gonna donate blood simply because i just do not like needles.. and I most defiantly can't almost always make it right..

but I will however, light up a cigarette..

and tell you.. honestly, that you are the cause of my happiness..


Saturday, March 01, 2008
  cup cakes:
today I cooked chicken and wired my light.. I'm fucking amazing.. you're lucky to have me as your friend..



I will try hard
to let it fall..

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