Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Protect me from what I want:
"But because being here is much, and because all this
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"But because being here is much, and because all thisthat's here, so fleeting, seems to require us and strangely
concerns us. Us the most fleeting of all. Just once,
everything, only for once. Once and no more. And we, too,
once. And never again. But this
having been once, though only once,
having been once on earth - can it ever be cancelled?"
- Rainer Maria Rilke, from the Duino Elegies, excerpt from the Ninth Elegy
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This is Dilemma:
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"For Beauty's nothing
but beginning of Terror we're still just able to bear,
and why we adore it so is because it serenely
disdains to destroy us. Every angel is terrible"
- Rainer Maria Rilke, From the Book of Images - Anunciation (Words of the Angel)
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In spite; overwrite:
I took to this ... business like a fiery horse racing down cobbled roads; it didn't have the heart to burn, but it didn't start the bloody fire so what the hell? Or maybe it did. Instigation is such a tough nut to tackle, but bones are harder. But skin is the bitch. It's there and it fits into yours and it's there, but it fits into hers. I couldn't get it, and then I got it, and then I got it again, so fool me once ... "hey i didn't start it" isn't a clue, it isn't the fix, there isn't a "hey, YOU started it" because the fire was always burning, and it always wants to burn, harder, faster, always stronger, always longer.
Lower, lower, lower ...
Holes are hard to climb out of. Holes you dig for yourself are harder. Best to keep digging then.
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Lower, lower, lower ...
Holes are hard to climb out of. Holes you dig for yourself are harder. Best to keep digging then.
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
natural high:
I... Rap,
I... I can see, electricity...
The Avalanches - Electricity (Dr.Rockin's Dirty Kiss Remix)
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I... Rap,
I... I can see, electricity...
The Avalanches - Electricity (Dr.Rockin's Dirty Kiss Remix)
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
Adress redress:
I can't stop thinking, thinking, this thinking, god, it's a long, long line, like a dance, like the lines of ginsberg poems, like it's smoke curling in secret silent places and longer than limericks, longer than lili's laugh (and that can go on let me tell you!) and my hands aren't assertive am, they're not, i can't slap slow sleep away, i'm awake and my threads run thin, damn mira, maybe it's more this time, maybe I'm musk and then I'm just maybe I'm MUSK. Maybe. M(f)uck, m(f)uck, m(f)uck.
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Friday, February 08, 2008
mentira:
there is a serviceman waiting for me outside. i am sure he is waiting for me. i went into town yesterday and stole his papers.
JACK.
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JACK.
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Cums to a close:
There is no need to quit now. I went and got myself fired.
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Saturday, February 02, 2008
It comes to a crashing halt:
I'm quitting my job. As of February 15, I will no longer be an employee of Malay Mail Sdn Bhd. Boo.
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Friday, February 01, 2008
