Sunday, December 30, 2007
hey ho from Bangkok! there's about 3 minutes left on this cyber cafe.. I hope this post gets posted..
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Sunday, December 16, 2007
babat galore:
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second time around was a whole lot better! we were more prepared this year and covered more ground.. well.. it was more organized at least.. we stayed at the inn-crowd but weren't as excited as we were last year just looking thru the front door.. I guess you tend to want it more knowing that you can't get it.. but it was still good.. 7-11 next door make it easy for breakfast and late munchies.. :)
went to play on our first night.. it just feel funny not being able to smoke in a club.. they gave us cencer-stick addicts a lil'back area.. which was the first time we saw a dingy street area ever since we step foot on singapore too.. almost felt like home.. hahah
zouk out this year was amazing!!! maybe cause we actually got drunk enough to run around and scream like a typical malaysian thing to do in singapore.. :P I miss it sooo much.. the sleep by the beach on our overly priced sun beds.. followed by expensive pizza and wine.. and our malibu mango, confession drunk fest under the big giant glow ball of light! it was really, really fun.. too bad I passed out by 5am on one of those not so comfortable chairs.. dang.. I'm gettin' old..
and to finish off out end of the year zoukout singapore trip we headed down to st. james power house a lil'bit of more gay fun.. :) pretty light and bois galore.. hehe..
I miss you khairun! ben and I had soo much fun.. come down to kl and we'll convert you to an official loft baby.. I promise! :)
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Saturday, December 15, 2007
To sleep:
disappearing rough razor sharp like mad cat and hard music the telling of Time like a cloak, a Smokescreen. Under all that actual Smoke:
chain-smoking,
chain-fighting,
chain-loving.
posted by mira 1:26 pm 0 comments
chain-smoking,
chain-fighting,
chain-loving.
I’m still chasing hurricanes. All the electric of the world couldn’t change it. There are still lost, non-existent boys looking for tired cafés and winding overheard fans that are only capable of circulating noise. Somewhere in somebody’s head, they are sitting in a quiet corner at a little round wooden table, smoking and flipping through Goethe in Spanish, with a little cup of coffee at their elbow. They still smile nonchalantly at strangers and quote Marx like the Bible. Their shirt-sleeves still all rolled up like a question.
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Friday, December 07, 2007
Take a bow; exit stage:
There's conflicts, this conflict of "interests" one might say, and then there's decisions, decisions, decisions and there those pseudo-options, those meandering thoughts, and goddamit all, there's the boys, there are boys galore.
So every once in a while I am either pooching or toasting and there is either falling or failings and i wonder, you know, i just wonder why i think i can do this, why i think i can succeed when surely, i've never had the experience of winnnning, i can't just pin gold stars on this water that my skin is made of, i can't just think i can: after all, I AM NOT A TRAIN. but i have these hills to climb.
Not that i have to climb them. i just want to. that's all. but it's Konflik, it's Konflik like crazy, it's want and want a lot, it's can but seriously, CANNOT. Why do i think i can, why do i think i'm allowed? why is it now and not before, why is it now and not after? why is them and not others? why can't i sit and be seated, stay and stay put, be and be merry?
Roads are much the hazardous, every day there are new bridges. When skies are blue i say it's red, when fire is hot, i say take a poke. Ahh and the poking! Why poke? why not??
At the very very least, i know, i know for sure that i know, and i know they're out of my league those puppies whose faces i adore. i cannot take, not because i don't want to, but because i can't, it's outta ma reach, dudes, out of my league. it's not smooth sailing, it's fuzzy trailing.
Fuzzy thinks she can, but slap!slap!slap! she cannot.
posted by fuzzkill 1:46 am 2 comments
So every once in a while I am either pooching or toasting and there is either falling or failings and i wonder, you know, i just wonder why i think i can do this, why i think i can succeed when surely, i've never had the experience of winnnning, i can't just pin gold stars on this water that my skin is made of, i can't just think i can: after all, I AM NOT A TRAIN. but i have these hills to climb.
Not that i have to climb them. i just want to. that's all. but it's Konflik, it's Konflik like crazy, it's want and want a lot, it's can but seriously, CANNOT. Why do i think i can, why do i think i'm allowed? why is it now and not before, why is it now and not after? why is them and not others? why can't i sit and be seated, stay and stay put, be and be merry?
Roads are much the hazardous, every day there are new bridges. When skies are blue i say it's red, when fire is hot, i say take a poke. Ahh and the poking! Why poke? why not??
At the very very least, i know, i know for sure that i know, and i know they're out of my league those puppies whose faces i adore. i cannot take, not because i don't want to, but because i can't, it's outta ma reach, dudes, out of my league. it's not smooth sailing, it's fuzzy trailing.
Fuzzy thinks she can, but slap!slap!slap! she cannot.
posted by fuzzkill 1:46 am 2 comments
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
the cappy in me:
posted by spes 8:43 pm 1 comments
haha! I'm confirmed! I'm officially a working staff of gamebrains! :) I've been working for 2 months now.. and I haven't gotten bored yet.. as in.. of work.. I just get bored of doing nothing.. at work.. sometimes.. but I ain't complaining, believe me.. the pig year has treated me well.. hehe..
posted by spes 8:43 pm 1 comments
Monday, December 03, 2007
panas sangat sangat:
no stalkers please.. unless you come with a smart forfour car.. :)
posted by spes 10:54 pm 3 comments
no stalkers please.. unless you come with a smart forfour car.. :)posted by spes 10:54 pm 3 comments
