Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Conversation, followed:
"I gave it to you earlier."
posted by fuzzkill 4:08 pm 0 comments
"I gave it to you earlier.""No, you didn't. If you did, I wouldn't be asking for it from you right now."
"No, I gave it to you, but you stuffed it in your back pocket and now you've forgotten that it's even there."
"Why would I forget something that important?"
"I don't know."
posted by fuzzkill 4:08 pm 0 comments
ka-chik ka-chik:
Hope starts in 2 hours..
Fades in 14 hours..
Dies in 26 hours..
posted by spes 5:02 am 1 comments
Hope starts in 2 hours..
Fades in 14 hours..
Dies in 26 hours..
posted by spes 5:02 am 1 comments
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
this boi, i love:
"you don't give your hopes up sonny boi.. hope is the last evil that didn't escape pandora's box.. but sometimes hope is enough to fool us temporarily.. and temporary is sometimes good.. it distracts us from the past and the future.. and sometimes with enough work, temporary can become permanent.. the trick is to continue breathing.." - money boi
posted by spes 2:18 am 0 comments
posted by spes 2:18 am 0 comments
Saturday, September 22, 2007
kaboom:
desperate.. illiterate.. trap.. uneasy.. restless.. content.. sober.. unlucky.. insightful.. behind.. love.. loved.. speechless.. nauseous.. anxiety.. hopeful.. wishful.. deaf.. exiled.. sleepy.. wet.. stressed.. flamed.. addicted.. obsessed.. poor.. happy.. motionless.. comfortable.. uncomfortable.. plastic.. relieved.. gay.. backseat.. wasted.. heart.. smacked.. lonely.. bitter.. forced.. guilty.. excited.. disappointed.. calm.. bottled.. sick.. safe.. fucked.. shallow.. worked.. ending.. ended.. end..
posted by spes 5:45 am 2 comments
posted by spes 5:45 am 2 comments
Friday, September 21, 2007
Hey jude, dont make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
Hey jude, dont be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.
And anytime you feel the pain, hey jude, refrain,
Dont carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.
Hey jude, dont let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
So let it out and let it in, hey jude, begin,
Youre waiting for someone to perform with.
And dont you know that its just you, hey jude, youll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.
Hey jude, dont make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then youll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh.
Na na na na na ,na na na, hey jude...
Joe Anderson - Hey Jude
posted by spes 6:05 pm
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
The Ginger Cat:
posted by fuzzkill 10:01 pm 0 comments
One clear-skied breezy day, as I was walking home, I stepped on a cat’s tail. I did not notice it until I heard a terrifying shriek of pain. The bright ginger colored cat was now about 3 feet away from me, soothing it’s poor striped tail. I asked if I could take him to the local vet, but he steadfastly refused my offer. I assured him that he was a very good vet and would treat him kindly, but still the cat refused. Not knowing what else I could do, I invited him to rest at my house, an offer he seemed to accept without implicitly saying so by walking ahead of me a bit, then turning to face me with a look that said “Let’s go.”
When we got home, I poured some milk into a saucer and warmed it in the microwave. I told the ginger cat to make himself at home, at which he curled under the long crimson curtains where the sunlight caught the edges of his hair, turning it a brilliant gold color. Laying the saucer down, the cat pried himself away from nursing his tail to have some milk. When he seemed comfortable enough, I asked him again if I could take him to the vet, it’s not too far away from here I told him, but still, he adamantly refused. I asked why he would not go, and he told me that he didn’t mind vetenarians so much, only he couldn’t stand the sight of other cats, other dogs, other birds in pain. Such a sight would only make him sick to the stomach. He said he much prefered a saucer of warm milk on a chilly day. I sat by him as he finished his milk. When he was done, I asked him if his tail still hurt. He said yes, but it’ll feel better once I sleep it off, and padded back to the spot under the curtains, curled up carefully and fell asleep.
As he slept, I went to the vet, and asked him if he could make a house call. I told him I had accidently stepped on a ginger cat’s tail and he refused to come and was now napping at my house. The vet told me that it was very common for stray animals who were hurt to refuse to come to the vet and it annoyed him that they did so, but said that because he was quite free for the afternoon, he would come back with me to see the state of the ginger cat. When we arrived home, the cat was still asleep by the window and throughout the examination by the vet, the cat did not stir. After bandaging the tail, he told me that it was merely a minor sprain and that all the cat needed was a saucer of warm milk and a warm place to sleep for the night. I told him that wouldn’t be a problem and thanked him for his visit.
The next morning, I woke up to an empty apartment. The ginger cat had left, but not before writing me a short note. It said:
“ I’m sorry I could not wait until you were awake to say goodbye, however, if I am away any longer, my girlfriend will be very worried. Thank you for your kindness, I will try my very best not to forget it.”
When we got home, I poured some milk into a saucer and warmed it in the microwave. I told the ginger cat to make himself at home, at which he curled under the long crimson curtains where the sunlight caught the edges of his hair, turning it a brilliant gold color. Laying the saucer down, the cat pried himself away from nursing his tail to have some milk. When he seemed comfortable enough, I asked him again if I could take him to the vet, it’s not too far away from here I told him, but still, he adamantly refused. I asked why he would not go, and he told me that he didn’t mind vetenarians so much, only he couldn’t stand the sight of other cats, other dogs, other birds in pain. Such a sight would only make him sick to the stomach. He said he much prefered a saucer of warm milk on a chilly day. I sat by him as he finished his milk. When he was done, I asked him if his tail still hurt. He said yes, but it’ll feel better once I sleep it off, and padded back to the spot under the curtains, curled up carefully and fell asleep.
As he slept, I went to the vet, and asked him if he could make a house call. I told him I had accidently stepped on a ginger cat’s tail and he refused to come and was now napping at my house. The vet told me that it was very common for stray animals who were hurt to refuse to come to the vet and it annoyed him that they did so, but said that because he was quite free for the afternoon, he would come back with me to see the state of the ginger cat. When we arrived home, the cat was still asleep by the window and throughout the examination by the vet, the cat did not stir. After bandaging the tail, he told me that it was merely a minor sprain and that all the cat needed was a saucer of warm milk and a warm place to sleep for the night. I told him that wouldn’t be a problem and thanked him for his visit.
The next morning, I woke up to an empty apartment. The ginger cat had left, but not before writing me a short note. It said:
“ I’m sorry I could not wait until you were awake to say goodbye, however, if I am away any longer, my girlfriend will be very worried. Thank you for your kindness, I will try my very best not to forget it.”
posted by fuzzkill 10:01 pm 0 comments
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Sunday, September 02, 2007
waking up now (feat. i thot love was all you needed it's not):
So here i am very the bosan, and what else do we do when that happens? we fuck around with our facebook. and whilst flipping through the groups (i finally got bored of reading why these emo girls were making groups about hating logan and wanting rory to end up with jess. impossible much?), i came across this one that had a list of all these things that guys absolutely had to do for girls, and even though most of it was pretty lame, cliched, dated, or like, did not make the least bit of sense, there were a few decent ones and i thought i'd repost them here. i use to love these kinds of lists when i was like, 16, so it's pretty the nostalgic too. and no, i would not want rory to end up with jess, i like logan! Screw the haters man, i like Logan! He does this thing where he smiles alot and doesn't focus on what's being said or done but just smiles at the girl he likes, and i like that he smiles like that.
2- When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand.
20. LOOK IN HER EYES, NOT AT HER CHEST!!!!
21. Stupid jokes = awkwardly adorable moments.
22. Tickle her, tease her, let her tease you back without getting all bent out of shape about it.
25. Don't be too proud to apologize.
27. When she feels at her worst, tell her she looks her best
35. Sometimes you have to take the initiative. Don't always wait for her to come to you, because if that's how it always is, you're going to lose her.
posted by fuzzkill 4:08 pm 2 comments
So here i am very the bosan, and what else do we do when that happens? we fuck around with our facebook. and whilst flipping through the groups (i finally got bored of reading why these emo girls were making groups about hating logan and wanting rory to end up with jess. impossible much?), i came across this one that had a list of all these things that guys absolutely had to do for girls, and even though most of it was pretty lame, cliched, dated, or like, did not make the least bit of sense, there were a few decent ones and i thought i'd repost them here. i use to love these kinds of lists when i was like, 16, so it's pretty the nostalgic too. and no, i would not want rory to end up with jess, i like logan! Screw the haters man, i like Logan! He does this thing where he smiles alot and doesn't focus on what's being said or done but just smiles at the girl he likes, and i like that he smiles like that. 
2- When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand.7. If you miss her, or love her, TELL HER! Even your friends like to hear it every now & again.
9- If she has hair in her face, lighty brush it to the side and kiss her or tell her she's beautiful.10. Leave a note (or send a message) just to say "hi".
11- If sex is your number one priority, fuck a whore, do NOT use "I love you" to get it or as an excuse.12. Ask her questions about herself.
15- When your with a huge group, pay more attention to her then anyone else, and DON'T flirt with her friends.16. Kiss her on the forehead.
19. Hold her hand while you talk, drive, or just for the heck of it (it's the small things that win you big points).
20. LOOK IN HER EYES, NOT AT HER CHEST!!!!21. Stupid jokes = awkwardly adorable moments.
22. Tickle her, tease her, let her tease you back without getting all bent out of shape about it.
25. Don't be too proud to apologize.
27. When she feels at her worst, tell her she looks her best
35. Sometimes you have to take the initiative. Don't always wait for her to come to you, because if that's how it always is, you're going to lose her.
40. DON"T CHEAT ON HER.
...and not to be completely bias or anything, so of course, there is a list of things girls can do for boys also. I guess it's cute too, but there's also weirdly a lot of "tolerate his this" and "tolerate his that.." and that seemed a lil unfair (and leads me to believe a girl may have written it, which practically means it lacks any basis in fact, but how the fuck should i know right?). oh well, as long as the battle grounds are as fair as they can be...
3 When you hug the boy, hold tight. It doesn't hurt to rest your head on him either.
6 Hold his hand!! Even in the mall when you have a ton of bags, hold his hand
10 “Fine" or “whatever" is not an appropriate ending to a conversation. Only makes matters worse
11 Life isn't a drama or a movie. This is real life, people. They don't often come with a sword, armor, and a white steed.
12 NEVER EVER kick them in the place below the belt. Even in a fight or argument, just don't do it.
22 Let your guy take pictures of you. He may not admit it, but that picture will probably be with him always. Even if you think it looks horrible.
28 Sometimes you have to take the initiative. Don't always wait for him to come to you, because if that's how it always is, you're going to lose him.
39 DON'T CHEAT ON HIM!
40 Forgive him. Not hundreds of times for the same mistakes, but relationships are going to have problems and there will be apologies on both sides... Forgiveness is a huge part of a relationship. You may not always want to do it, and he will definitely not always deserve it, but then again, we don't necessarily always deserve forgiveness either...
posted by fuzzkill 4:08 pm 2 comments
