Wednesday, January 31, 2007
my bed:
stop talking about love, every asshole in the world says he loves sombody, means nothing..
what you feel only matters to you..
it's what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters..
that's the only thing that counts..
posted by spes 5:24 am 0 comments
stop talking about love, every asshole in the world says he loves sombody, means nothing..
what you feel only matters to you..
it's what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters..
that's the only thing that counts..
posted by spes 5:24 am 0 comments
Thursday, January 25, 2007
see it all grown up:
I am officially in the media! whoohoos like crazy! I just got my media pass yesterday.. and I'm suppose to get my business cards soon apparently.. I'm freelancing under tattle life magazine which comes out every quarterly a year.. and they do have an online version which comes out monthly and will soon include videos that I will be shooting and editing for events..
now I get to go to events and be all pretentious but not really.. you know.. be within the pretentious-ness but not be one of them.. see, fuzzy understands.. plus it's all good when you get free food.. Ooo.. and free drinks.. Ooo.. and free parking.. Ooo.. and condoms and pads as door gifts.. Ooo.. and free drinks! and Ooo.. more free drinks!! I think I'm gonna enjoy this job very very the much.. :)
posted by spes 3:32 pm 3 comments
I am officially in the media! whoohoos like crazy! I just got my media pass yesterday.. and I'm suppose to get my business cards soon apparently.. I'm freelancing under tattle life magazine which comes out every quarterly a year.. and they do have an online version which comes out monthly and will soon include videos that I will be shooting and editing for events..now I get to go to events and be all pretentious but not really.. you know.. be within the pretentious-ness but not be one of them.. see, fuzzy understands.. plus it's all good when you get free food.. Ooo.. and free drinks.. Ooo.. and free parking.. Ooo.. and condoms and pads as door gifts.. Ooo.. and free drinks! and Ooo.. more free drinks!! I think I'm gonna enjoy this job very very the much.. :) posted by spes 3:32 pm 3 comments
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Thursday, January 18, 2007
if there was a god, he would obviously choose to look like Marat Safin:
"I think it is pretty amazing that the world is so small, in every corner you can find someone close to you and you don’t even know it. Maybe we know some penguins in the South Pole."
"Like every woman, the more beautiful she is the more money she needs.This is just a thought, don't take it too seriously."
"Goodnight everybody, I wish you all sweet dreams and no nightmares.If you're not alone i wish that the person next to you loves you very much and hopefully for you, you feel the same for the other person, otherwise you will have a tough time falling asleep."
- the heat-inducing Marat Safin
posted by fuzzkill 5:50 pm 0 comments
"I think it is pretty amazing that the world is so small, in every corner you can find someone close to you and you don’t even know it. Maybe we know some penguins in the South Pole.""Like every woman, the more beautiful she is the more money she needs.This is just a thought, don't take it too seriously."
"Goodnight everybody, I wish you all sweet dreams and no nightmares.If you're not alone i wish that the person next to you loves you very much and hopefully for you, you feel the same for the other person, otherwise you will have a tough time falling asleep."
- the heat-inducing Marat Safin
posted by fuzzkill 5:50 pm 0 comments
funny thing to do, is everyone like you?:
I must confess, I simply adore Liliazura Ibrahim.
posted by fuzzkill 5:44 pm 0 comments
posted by fuzzkill 5:44 pm 0 comments
lili partay:
whoever sent this in to postsecrets should be SHOT in the eye!
posted by spes 3:03 am 1 comments
whoever sent this in to postsecrets should be SHOT in the eye!posted by spes 3:03 am 1 comments
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
i finally shaved and that's a relief:
posted by spes 4:48 am 0 comments
Ooo.. for those of you who are bored this friday, do drop by at Zouk's Loft.. my chumelnya si dia music video will be up for show at the Antenna UK screening! WhooHooo! Oh and apparently it's in the papers as well.. freakyy.. WhooHooo again!
posted by spes 4:48 am 0 comments
Thursday, January 11, 2007
pygmalion, a male alian pig:
french men are poison with their perky lips and killer eye slashes..
SIMON ROCKS!
posted by spes 3:20 pm 0 comments
SIMON ROCKS!
posted by spes 3:20 pm 0 comments
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
this one's non-nonsensicales folk-sies:
posted by fuzzkill 10:35 pm 3 comments
To be completely the square that i am so very, I am going to post my first journal entry of 2007 right here on this goddamn blog! Waaait foor it....
Wednesday, 10th January, 2007 -
"Let's see...this year I lost 3 of my best friends. I lost Mira to Ali and Cuba, I lost Kye to Ezanee and Kuantan, and I lost Dan to his buddies and whatnot. ** ***** ******, ***** ******** **** ****** ** ***** *** *** ******* *** *** **** *** ****** & *****-****, ***** **** ****** ** **** me occupied at the absence of them. I've latched onto Am like crazy, but i fear the closeness has a breaking point and i don't want to go anywhere near it. Lili works constantly and i never really see her or talk to her unless it's with others...Bugs was a pipe dream I shouldn't have wasted my energy on pursuing, but I'm clueless about the dangers of the things i do to hurt myself and yet, attracted to these very things (and perhaps for that very reason) like nutso. I fear (no, I actually know) that people perceive me as shallow and a ditz, buts that's because i act like a fucking air-head when I'm scared, which is constantly. The only times i feel i don't these days are with Am and Lili (though, even then...) and my 3 former friends. And i can't seem to shake it. I'll act stupid and ditzy forever and the people that ground me will leave me until i forget how to act sincere and lose myself to flight-y-ness forever."
*Postscript: I guess i should add for the purposes of all those reading that yes, I know i am selfish, yes, i can't seem to shake it, yes, efforts on my side are themselves half-assed, and yes, i know and accept all of these things...but just know as purposely insensitive and careless as i act, i know when i do it, and i feel like an asshole for it, and then i come here and whine about it. Just know every nail i drive in with my carelessness with peoples hearts stays in my boom-boom, makes itself comfy but lighting a fire, and burns the entire house down. And yes Am, burning down houses is so my thing.
Wednesday, 10th January, 2007 -
"Let's see...this year I lost 3 of my best friends. I lost Mira to Ali and Cuba, I lost Kye to Ezanee and Kuantan, and I lost Dan to his buddies and whatnot. ** ***** ******, ***** ******** **** ****** ** ***** *** *** ******* *** *** **** *** ****** & *****-****, ***** **** ****** ** **** me occupied at the absence of them. I've latched onto Am like crazy, but i fear the closeness has a breaking point and i don't want to go anywhere near it. Lili works constantly and i never really see her or talk to her unless it's with others...Bugs was a pipe dream I shouldn't have wasted my energy on pursuing, but I'm clueless about the dangers of the things i do to hurt myself and yet, attracted to these very things (and perhaps for that very reason) like nutso. I fear (no, I actually know) that people perceive me as shallow and a ditz, buts that's because i act like a fucking air-head when I'm scared, which is constantly. The only times i feel i don't these days are with Am and Lili (though, even then...) and my 3 former friends. And i can't seem to shake it. I'll act stupid and ditzy forever and the people that ground me will leave me until i forget how to act sincere and lose myself to flight-y-ness forever."
*Postscript: I guess i should add for the purposes of all those reading that yes, I know i am selfish, yes, i can't seem to shake it, yes, efforts on my side are themselves half-assed, and yes, i know and accept all of these things...but just know as purposely insensitive and careless as i act, i know when i do it, and i feel like an asshole for it, and then i come here and whine about it. Just know every nail i drive in with my carelessness with peoples hearts stays in my boom-boom, makes itself comfy but lighting a fire, and burns the entire house down. And yes Am, burning down houses is so my thing.
posted by fuzzkill 10:35 pm 3 comments
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
hot doctor in space:
posted by spes 2:14 am 2 comments
it is
2007
and
i am
23
and
this year
will be
a
good
year..
:)
2007
and
i am
23
and
this year
will be
a
good
year..
:)
posted by spes 2:14 am 2 comments
