kill kill kill, die die die: today zen woke up at 7:30 in the morning and gave me a wake up call to do my work.. and then zen slept.. this was one of my better mornings.. :)
posted by spes 4:04 am  0 comments

  fuzzy.. what kinda name is that: i love fuzzy since I was 17.. i love fuzzy when i was straight.. i love fuzzy when I turned gay.. I love fuzzy in pakistan.. i love fuzzy when she came back from pakistan.. I love fuzzy when she drives.. I love fuzzy when she eats cucumber susui.. I love fuzzy when she gets jealous that coldplay's better than travis.. I love fuzzy when she talks about anime and I haven't the slightst clue what she's talking about.. I love fuzzy when she knew what cel-shading meant.. I love fuzzy when she makes fun of 4th graders in yearbooks.. i love fuzzy in malacca.. i love fuzzy when she smokes a ciggie.. I love fuzzy even more when she smokes a ciggie with me.. I truely love fuzzy even more more when I'm alone and she calls me and she smokes a ciggie with me knowing I hate smoking alone.. i love fuzzy when she saved me from the rain.. i love fuzzy when she resuced me in KL when my heart stopped working.. i love fuzzy when she talks.. i love fuzzy when she laughs.. i love fuzzy when she laughs because of me.. I love fuzzy when she laughs because of me when she's totally fucking sloshed.. I love fuzzy when she's totally fucking sloshed in general.. I love fuzzy when she's 21.. I'll love fuzzy when she's 21 and I'll be 23.. cause it'll be the best fucking years of our lives!!! trust me.. it's just how it is.. and you'll stand beside me baby watch the orange grow.. I love coldplay.. and travis is okay.. heheh.. (now is your cue to smile) and I love when fuzzy smiles..
posted by spes 12:59 pm  1 comments

  the other world: finally.. even for a short while.. I've longed to be back in your arms after a week plus of silence.. it just gets so lonely sometimes.. sure.. I see you now and then but it's never enough.. I just need to know you're there when I need you.. but I shan't fret as I know you'll be here this friday.. or tuseday.. depending on fast their feet can take them and how willing my housemates can put up with the same pain that I'm feeling.. I miss the shows we watched together.. I miss the social interaction without having to physically be there.. and I hate having to walk miles and miles just to tell you all this under pressure and time constraint.. but patience.. I'm the most patient person I know.. yes that does sound cocky.. hehehe.. you know what I mean.. I can wait.. I will wait.. I will see you again and we will fly once more.. now and forever.. with all that jazz.. and butterfiles.. and rainbows.. and socks with holes.. and peanut butter on white bread.. and global warming.. and my left thumb nail.. with keyboards and stars galore! and okay times up.. I need to go get myself unbarred..
posted by spes 3:55 pm  3 comments

  tis works!: just a tiny announcement.. i_am_spes_+_mira_+_fuzzy_+_lili blog is gonna move.. em.. cyberspace wise.. I tried it just now and it works but all you guys won't be able to find it so I'm just telling you now.. by the end of the year the url will change to:
http://iamspes.com/blog/ooOOoo okay why? well it's my blog.. so ha.. cheers!
posted by spes 2:55 pm  2 comments