emo gilar: a single bus and train ride and I'm in love.. christopher john francis boone.. sweet kid that boy is.. only on my first 15 prime numbers and I didn't want to let him go.. reminded me of charles.. logical.. practical.. observant.. I wish my star was brighter.. it's a safe place knowing it's away from everything else.. relatable even though we hardly have anything in common.. your my alter ego, dork wise.. I pray things will work out for you.. I hope your stay emo-less.. I wish I could stop being a loser..
posted by spes 6:03 am  1 comments

  girf wrapped and everything: I am content that you are always fresh.. I want a chance to snog you.. I am disappointed that our history repeated itself.. I miss you sometimes.. just sometimes.. I am content in your trust.. I thank you for joining me to my doom.. I wish you would talk to me.. I'm jealous of your work.. I value your friendship more, i guess.. I am relieved that your ship has finally sailed.. I hope you realize how dumb you are, soon.. I am bored of your fickled mind.. I pray she will come to you one day.. I'd be happy if you were happy.. I'm sorry I broguth this upon you.. I don't like seeing you hurt yourself.. if we were straight, we would have split.. I'm happy that we understand each other..
posted by spes 2:25 am  1 comments

  dots, plenty: it's just a short animation clip I did recent in less than a night.. click and download the video.. approximately 2mb and requires divx.. enjoys!


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posted by spes 11:58 am  0 comments

 

try as he might he's unable to speak
he grabs her by the hair, he strokes her on the cheek
the bed is unmade like everything is
dark little heaven at the top of the stairs
take me like that, ruin it all
then build it again by the light in the hall
he drops to his knees says please my love, please
i'll kill who you hate, take off that dress, you won't freeze

one more night, that was a good one
one more night, i dreamed it was a good one
one more, one more night, that was a good one
one more night, the end should be a good one
a good one

he starts with her back cause that's what he sees
when she's breaking his heart she still fucks like a tease
release to the sky, look him straight in the eye
and tell him that now, that you wish he would die
you'll never touch him again so get what you can
leaving him empty just because he's a man
so good when it ends, they'll never be friends
one more night, that's all they can spend

one more night, that was a good one
one more night, i dreamed it was a good one
one more, one more night, that was a good one
one more night, the end should be a good one
a good one

stars - one more night
posted by spes 11:50 am

  gave up for this:
posted by spes 12:58 pm  1 comments